The pain is too heavy that I can no longer breathe. My eyes are too blurry that I can no longer see bliss. The scar is too vivid that it reminds me of what my kind of love is like. I was livid with the thought of you leaving, But accepting and forgiving was indeed a much greater feeling. I won’t hold grudges for I know it’ll only take me nowhere, Yet with prayers, this misery will soon be over. And wherever I may turn to I can finally say I’m totally over you.
She was just patiently waiting. She was just silently praying. Never in her wildest dreams, she thought she’d meet a guy like you. She looked at you with pure innocence; You looked at her with betrayal with those tantalizing eyes. She didn’t even notice how fictitious those looks were; She somehow felt something deep in her arises. It was bizarre she knew it, yet she trusted it anyway. That’s how ingenuous she was in all ways.
I'll see you again when the sun comes out in the morning like nothing has happened and I wasn't crying. I'll see you again when the rainbow shows up after the rain as if it is telling me to throw away all the pain. I'll see you again when I'm done whispering to the moon that I will be able to forget you soon. I'll see you again when I hear the songs play and it already means nothing to me.
I'll see you again when that day comes and I can see that smile again on my face and thinking about you doesn't make my heartbeats race. I'll see you again when I see a shooting star and not wishing to have you in my arms. I'll see you again when the evening comes and I'm not crying at 3 A.M. I'll see you again when my heart still remembers you but never recognizes this feeling I once had for you.
My heart flutters with every thought of you. As it beats, my mind is with you. Through the darkness of the night a realization comes to life; that my dream would somehow end and everything will be in vain.
I love you, and it's in vain. The touch, the warmth of your breath; I can feel it, but I know it's in vain. The moments I dream about you gazing at the stars while holding you; clearly to me will end in vain.
Tears start to drop from my eyes when I finally come to realize that my idea of "You and I" will slowly fades away with time. For I know someone else right there will own your heart and soul while mine will suffer in vain.