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Dear Me

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Dear me,

I’m proud of you for surviving.
I’m proud of you for holding on.
I’m proud of you for still breathing
even when you’re already dead inside.
I’m proud of you for believing
even when you couldn’t see yourself
beyond that moment.
I’m proud of you for being here.
I’m proud of you for still choosing
to believe that God cares even
your situation said otherwise.
I’m proud of you for not giving up.
Don’t you ever give up.

I’m so proud!

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Memories

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When now is gone
and all that’s left are memories
I pray that I’d still find the reason
to look and smile at the sun.

When the smiles and laughters
turn to sorrow and grief
I pray that I’d have the courage to whisper
that in love, I still believe.

When I no longer feel your excitement
whenever our eyes met
I pray that I wouldn’t feel the resentment
and be brave enough to accept our fate.

When love is no longer there
and all that’s left is a broken soul
I pray that I would find healing in the air
for the things that are out of my control.

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Fight For Life

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Today, I will cry but I will not die
for I still dream of soaring high.

I will weep but it doesn’t mean I give up
For sufferings are not reasons enough.

I will pause and take a rest
Find a courage to win this test.

See the sun shines and birds singing
of hope and life that’s truly amazing.

I guess, I was too much weaker
to fight hard and be braver.

Not today, not anymore
as I realized that in life
there’s so much more
to savor.

P.S. I have been gone for a while due to some personal and health reason. I wrote this one simple piece after what I was going through. I learned a lot from it. I’m glad to be here and writing again. ❤️

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Welcome To Reality

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The reality where life is underrated
and love is taken for granted.

The reality where friends offer nothing but lies
and even wear a sweet disguise.

The reality where families throw hate
at one another; No, this cannot be fate.

The reality where a tiny innocent soul
is deprived of his right to live
as well as his pure love to give.

The reality where nations are holding grudges
Yes! They already have forgotten what humanity is.

The reality where throwing stones at each other
has more fun than lending each other a helping hand.

This is the reality that gives us so many realizations
and for the fact fewer expectations.

So I say, welcome to reality.

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Whispered Fear

I am impregnable.
I am brave.
These are the things
I used to believe.
I can face the world alone
Fight the battle on my own.
This was just pure imagination.
I stand strong that nobody
can ever break me down.
I don’t need a hand from
people around.
Who would have thought
on my knee, I’d fall down?
Inside my head were
thoughts unspoken;
Inside my heart
were whispered fears.
Afraid to be heard
Scared to be judged
by spectators who
all the time prejudge.
Silent thoughts screaming
to be voiced out
I lay in bed
tears running down
Gently, I covered my mouth.
Petrified that they might hear
the whispered fear I always bear.