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Fight For Life

Photo credits to the rightful owner

Today, I will cry but I will not die
for I still dream of soaring high.

I will weep but it doesn’t mean I give up
For sufferings are not reasons enough.

I will pause and take a rest
Find a courage to win this test.

See the sun shines and birds singing
of hope and life that’s truly amazing.

I guess, I was too much weaker
to fight hard and be braver.

Not today, not anymore
as I realized that in life
there’s so much more
to savor.

P.S. I have been gone for a while due to some personal and health reason. I wrote this one simple piece after what I was going through. I learned a lot from it. I’m glad to be here and writing again. ❤️

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Lost In My Own World

Living in a dingy world
where paths are all tangled,
I tried to take a hold
of a life that’s been long troubled.

A chaotic world of a thousand dreams
seeking its way, waiting to be seen.
I took a breath and tried to strive
with a heart that hopes to see the light.

For many years, I’ve been in this place
Still, why can’t I find solace?
I am a captive in this dungeon
where only I live alone.

It is an endeavor to find the way
so finally I could be free.
I am lost in my own world;
it’s a story that is yet untold.

Note: These past days, my anxiety and depression was through the roof and because of that, I wasn’t able to focus on writing. I had breakdowns and I was really exhausted — physically, mentally and emotionally. I was drained. And yes, I was suicidal. I am. I always feel like there’s no way for me to get out and find light at the end of this tunnel I am in right now but despite, I choose to continue living. One day, I will have my own story to tell. A story of losing and winning.

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Take Me

I miss you every night and day 
that being with you is what I always pray.
I miss every hug and kiss we used to share;
Oh, I wish this feeling I could spare.

Please, take me wherever you may be
to a place where there's only you and me.
Together let us witness winter and spring;
cherish the love, the most precious thing.

Please, take me to another world
where this hand of mine, only you can hold.
I'm tired of waking up with swollen eyes;
so please, baby, take me to your paradise.