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Forever, My Beloved

A promise of eternal love —

a love that’s sent from heaven above.

Beyond measure, I truly care

A kind of love beyond compare.

I’ll bear the pain and set aside

the worries and fears I have inside.

For I know my love will never fade

even the years turn to decades.

We took a vow for us to keep forever

Each glorious moment let us savor

Heaven and earth to our love disapproved

To me, you are forever, my beloved.

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Free

Credits to the rightful owner

Let our love be free

Let our souls find the way

Let’s create memories

in this world of bliss and agonies.

What’s mine is yours

the air I breath

the tears I shed

the lies that make me bleed.

Along with this journey

is a majestic story

of how love conquered

and win ’til the end.

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Whispered Fear

I am impregnable.
I am brave.
These are the things
I used to believe.
I can face the world alone
Fight the battle on my own.
This was just pure imagination.
I stand strong that nobody
can ever break me down.
I don’t need a hand from
people around.
Who would have thought
on my knee, I’d fall down?
Inside my head were
thoughts unspoken;
Inside my heart
were whispered fears.
Afraid to be heard
Scared to be judged
by spectators who
all the time prejudge.
Silent thoughts screaming
to be voiced out
I lay in bed
tears running down
Gently, I covered my mouth.
Petrified that they might hear
the whispered fear I always bear.

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Lost In My Own World

Living in a dingy world
where paths are all tangled,
I tried to take a hold
of a life that’s been long troubled.

A chaotic world of a thousand dreams
seeking its way, waiting to be seen.
I took a breath and tried to strive
with a heart that hopes to see the light.

For many years, I’ve been in this place
Still, why can’t I find solace?
I am a captive in this dungeon
where only I live alone.

It is an endeavor to find the way
so finally I could be free.
I am lost in my own world;
it’s a story that is yet untold.

Note: These past days, my anxiety and depression was through the roof and because of that, I wasn’t able to focus on writing. I had breakdowns and I was really exhausted — physically, mentally and emotionally. I was drained. And yes, I was suicidal. I am. I always feel like there’s no way for me to get out and find light at the end of this tunnel I am in right now but despite, I choose to continue living. One day, I will have my own story to tell. A story of losing and winning.

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Heal As One

In this whole new ball game for us
where everybody needs to keep distant
and hide behind our masks;
emerge men’s trepidation
amidst our current condition.

This is not just my battle
as it is yours as well.

This is not the time
for selfishness and greed.

This is the time for helping
those who badly need.

We need each other’s hand
In this dilemma, together let’s withstand.
Together, let us heal as one.